Monday, February 28, 2011

Eff a nigga

So alot has happened. I moved in with Neptune. He is a confusing guy. One minute he's like we're just roommates, the next he wants to fuck me and the next he wants to cuddle and kiss and play house. It makes me mad cause I never know what to expect.



I had to move in with him, because I couldn't find my wallet and the only person who could have moved it was my roommate. I had put it in the center console in a rental car I was driving and when I went to take it out it wasn't there. I asked my roommate if she had taken it. I thought maybe she was hiding it because she didn't want me go to Lucky's house that night. She was really concerned about me sleeping with him. So I thought she was playing a trick to get me to stay home that night. Well when I asked her about it, she became irrate and told me I needed to come up with some moving plans. So I immediately called Neptune and spent the night at his house and then moved my stuff to his place the next day. I just got settled in this past weekend. Rearranging the room and getting sheets for the bed.



He seemed happy to have me here. But he and his fiancee were talking getting back together so continually reminded me that we needed to be professional. Well we were doing pretty well with that until Friday night. He invited me out with a couple of his neighbors. It was fun. One friend bought a bottle of Moet Rose for all of us. It was delicious. But things turned when Neptune couldn't stop drinking. He didn't even have money to buy anything, but somehow when the club was about to close he was able to down a heiniken and shot of henessey. On the way out he started an argument with the bouncers about his shirt he left inside and almost started a fight with a guy who started talking to me outside. When he got his shirt back he hit me with it and then said he hated me. He asked why i was about to sleep with his friends. I said "I'm not your girl" and He said well I want you to be.



He definitely has a binge drinking issue, but I knew what he was saying and doing was all alcohol. Now I could see why his girl left him, besides the cheating. That night he tried to sleep with me. But I refused cause he was being to ruff. I slept next to him and soon fell out, but was rudely awaken by his dick being shoved in my mouth. I pushed him off of me and made him stop and he finally went to sleep. The next morning he was still horny and wanted head. I obliged and soon after he wanted sex. Rough sex. Like slap me talk dirty to me spit in my mouth sex. The kind you only see on pornos. Kinky shit. It was a turn on but I wasn't expecting half the shit he did and asked me to do. But I loved it.



Sunday morning, he was being nicer. We sat in the living room and watched TV. He apologized for how he acted over and over. He exclaimed how it shouldn't have happen and how upset he was with himself. Then he asked if we could have sex again. He jumped in the shower and I after him. When I got out he met me in the hall and kissed me softly on the lips. We moved to his bedroom and he hit it from behind. I looked back at him and he watched my face as I moaned and bit my lip, grabbing the sheets. After that session I had to got meet my ex fiancee. We talked about it. Neptune said I should go back to him. But I told him it wasn't what i wanted. He started talking about his ex, saying she deserved better and he did her so wrong and could understand why she couldn't forgive her. I was proud of him for the revelation.



I met with my ex fiancee at our old house. He had gotten a puppy. It was going to be my valentine's present, but he decided not to give it to me at the last minute. I played with it a bit, then he and I went out to eat. We talked over dinner. I let him know I wasn't ready to come back and that it was a possibility for us to get back together but not a promise. We can still talk and see each other from time to time, but getting back together was a big step. He understood. We went to the pet store to get some things for his puppy, we took her for a walk, and then parted ways.



Neptune called me while I was away. On my way back I called him back. He was at the store. When I got home I told him what happened with my ex and in the middle of my explanation he reaches over and kisses me. I was surprised and the rest of the night we cuddled and slept together. It was really nice.



I don't know where all that came from. It's like suddenly he realized that we should be together. Or he was feeling lonely. Only time will tell.....

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